hehe well havent updated for a loooooong time so thought It’d be time for a new post.

Let’s start with the beginning

I hope you all have a lovely 2008!!! As for myself, I hope I get to do all the things I really wanna do. Dunno why, but I have all my hopes in this year… we’ll see what happens, huh?

2007 didn’t end sooooo good you know, been losing things I really appreciate like friends. Dunno, let’s say I just didn’t see their ‘interest’ on this friendship… Have no idea why tho. Some hurt, some didn’t… I think it’s ok to them that I stopped talking cause they haven’t really complained… so maybe I took the right desicions.

I promised myself to call a psychologist (sp?) soon… Altho it still seems weird… If I can’t tell my problems to my friends… how on earth will I tell them to some stranger? people have suggested it tho… maybe they’re right?

I wanna be someone different this year… or more like wanna be the same person I used to be before… well, you know before what. I miss the old Gaby you know? The one who found everything funny, the one who couldn’t be any more silly, the one who loved westlife too bits, the one who was a happy happy person and always put a smile on everyone’s faces. What happened? Perhaps it just needs patience?

I was on holidays last week. It was nice… At least I had some time off and had lonely moments like to think about this and that. I gotta admit it was a charming place… that kinda town where u can see every star in the sky and u can’t hear anything but wood noises. hehe was funny… You know? When the year started (means about 00:10 on january 1st) I left the house and decided to take a walk hehe… Nothing but mountains and me. Was scary cause maybe there were snakes or something, but well… had never done something like that… God, I wish we could do that in Mexico city…

We’ve just had 7 days of 2008 but am already excited about what’s next. I have loads of plans… the main one is to get to university, god, there’s nothing I want more than that. Second, Forget my past, live my present, and try to build a nice future… Maybe that’s the answer to all my problems?

Anyways, won’t bother u anymore… have a nice… january?

 Gaby

xxx